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  Kherin froze her with his stare. “When did it arrive? When?”

  “Within the last hour, my lord.”

  Kherin’s mind worked the timing. Gravlorn was four days’ ride at a Defender company pace, perhaps three for a lone messenger, less for a messenger bearing words of urgency. For Ren to have arrived at this hour, when it was nearing the evening bells, and bearing a message such as this, the ride from the border would have been harried. The message was likely no more than two days old at most.

  He moved suddenly, brushing past the girls without another word. He ignored the looks of the other servants as he moved through the kitchen to the servants’ stair that led directly to his father’s offices on the second floor. With the arrival of the message so recently, Kherin had no doubt he would find his father still there.

  He wasn’t disappointed. King Kellian Rhylle, Llarien’s most recent ruler in the bloodline of kings, was seated in a cloth-covered chair behind a desk cluttered with sheets of parchment, sharpened quills, and bottles of ink. Even dressed in his less formal robes, even with his raven hair hanging loose about his shoulders, Kellian still projected the very essence of royalty. His strong-featured visage was held in complete control as he scanned the slip of parchment he held in a steady grip, sitting so still even a mediocre painter would have had no trouble capturing the angles. It was only a moderate relief to find the king alone, with neither his aide nor the messenger present. Ren, or so Clarice had said. Kherin vowed he would find him later.

  His father didn’t so much as glance up as Kherin stormed into the room, didn’t twitch so much as a muscle as his son came to an abrupt halt less than a foot from the desk. Kherin scowled. He was well used to this from his father, and he knew a single word from him now would be all it would take to delay his purpose in coming here in favor of another royal lecture about protocol, respect, and manners in general, a tirade his father no doubt hoped to deliver. Kherin was determined not to give him the satisfaction this time.

  He crossed his arms instead and fought his growing impatience for this game to be played out. He stared at the portrait of the queen mother that hung behind the king, filling the space between two long windows that overlooked a private courtyard caught in the death throes of autumn, and the only section of wall that was not covered in shelves lined with enough books and parchment sheets to rival the royal library. Her eyes, in the shadows, appeared wary.

  “You’ve heard the news from the border.”

  Kherin’s gaze shifted sharply to his father. The words were spoken without preamble, without the king even looking up from the sheet in his hand. And they were spoken with no more inflection than if he had said that rain was falling on his garden.

  Kherin’s mouth tightened, and the blood pounded in his veins as he waited. Surprisingly, he didn’t have to wait long.

  “The Mountain Roamers have become more aggressive than usual,” his father continued after only a moment or two of silence, though his eyes remained fixed on the page in his hands. “More of them cross the Ford every week, and they do so in numbers that are growing larger with each crossing.”

  Kherin’s scowl deepened, but he held his silence. The Mountain Roamers was the name that had been given to the northerners at some point in the past, most likely because their villages were rumored hidden in the mountain range far north of the kingdom’s border, behind the plains that stretched between the foothills and the river. And while Trian’s Ford may be a broad expanse of water, it could easily be crossed in the shallower places. As the northerners had apparently learned. But he had known that much already.

  “At the moment, their concern seems to be centering on Gravlorn.”

  “Gravlorn?” Kherin repeated before he could think better of it. Derek had mentioned them appearing around Dennor, well east of the city where Adrien was now assigned. Dennor also made more sense, as crippling the port would be more effective at damaging a country than attacking a Defender post with equal protection on either side. The likelihood of crippling either city was nearly irrelevant, however, as Defenders were fully trained and entirely capable of preventing that from happening. At least they had been, decades ago….

  He was rewarded for his outburst by the stiffening of his father’s whole demeanor, and he clamped his mouth shut. Respect for the king meant not speaking out of turn, and they both knew Kellian had scored his point.

  Extending the silence was his father’s punishment. At any other time, and under any other circumstances, Kherin would have waited him out, matched him moment for moment while the words were left unsaid between them. But at this time, under these circumstances, Kherin’s impatience finally won out.

  “What of Adrien?” he demanded suddenly. “How badly is he hurt?”

  The curl of the king’s lip was barely visible under his bowed head. “Your brother was found outside the camp at Gravlorn, wounded, but alive,” he answered bluntly. “He is now under the care of Gravlorn’s healer. He is expected to recover and will remain under the care of the healer until his duty is fulfilled, or until he is well enough to travel.”

  Kherin bit back a growl of frustration and resisted the urge to slam his fist onto the desk. That was the answer given to nobles and courtiers should they inquire about the incident, a standard statement to leave the impression all was well, while giving no hint of the true situation. It was not the answer that should be given to the son of the king, and not what Kherin wanted to hear in regards to his brother.

  Gods, why does it always have to be this way?

  “Who died?” he asked then, sharply and abruptly, the words biting as they left his lips.

  The king looked up, a measure of surprise visible for just an instant before it vanished under the coldness Kherin was far more familiar with. It was the face he would one day wear, once he reached his father’s years, though if the Gods were gracious, it would be without the bitter lines that hardened the cut of his features. But seeing that bitterness deepen now caused the heavy weight of dread to settle sickeningly in his stomach, and the ice that filled his blood crushed any feeling of victory at catching his father off guard.

  It was true.

  “Who?” he whispered harshly. “Who died? What are their names?”

  “Jaran Islarn,” Kellian answered evenly, unblinking. “Lian and Loric Hern. Kevran Nells. Bengran Orman. Jessup Dyane. Their bodies are being returned to the castle for burial. You will be expected to attend.” Cool, emotionless eyes falling back on the sheet he held.

  Kherin’s head swam. The master blacksmith’s son, the twin sons of a castle Arms Trainer, a city stableman, and two castle guards. Kherin knew their names, and he knew their faces. He had sparred with them all at one time or another during his own years of training, and had engaged in mischief with some of them outside the training yard. Never before, at least in his memory, had they lost Defenders at the border. Never. He tried to reconcile their faces with the words “returned for burial” and found it difficult to do. He had known these men. Gods….

  “Let me go to Gravlorn.” It was impulsive, blurted out without thought, but ringing only truth for having said it out loud. He faced his father squarely as the king’s eyes narrowed, and he steeled himself for battle as the notion took hold. “Let me take my responsibility at the border. My leg is well enough for travel, and the duty is mine to fulfill.”

  “Your ‘duty’ is nearly finished there. You will remain in Delfore.”

  The bluntness of the refusal froze Kherin for only a moment, and then the fires of anger burned away any chill the news of the border had brought. “There is a month left of my duty there,” he grated out heatedly. Six Defenders dead and Adrien hurt, while he remained here, idle in the palace of the king. It was enough to turn his stomach. “Gravlorn is only four days’ travel, less if I travel alone, and I am more than capable of making that journey, with or without your royal escort.”

  “An escort you will not have for any reason other than to ensure you remain in the ci
ty, and one I will personally select the moment I feel it becomes necessary.” The king’s eyes glittered dangerously as he watched his son over the expanse of the desk. “The answer is no.”

  “Adrien has been hurt!” Kherin snapped. “The northerners are attacking, and Defenders—your own Defenders—have died, and whether or not you care about that, you will have to send Defenders to replace them! My leg—”

  “That’s enough, Kherin.” Clear warning as the page was lowered to the desk.

  “My leg is fine, and it’s my responsibility to be on the border,” Kherin continued, his voice low and angry. “I should already be there—”

  “That’s enough.”

  “You have no justification for sending others in my place!”

  “The answer is no.”

  “Tell me why.”

  The silence nearly crackled in the stillness that suddenly filled the room. The shadow of a passing cloud darkened the air around them as a seeming precursor to the coming storm, and the eyes of the queen now seemed pleading in the alternating light.

  “Because that is the order of your father and your king,” Kellian warned, rising to stand with both hands planted palm down on the desk. “If you can’t respect the former, you had better respect the latter. I will not have my say questioned or countered by anyone save the Gods themselves, and I will not tolerate insolence despite the fact that you bear my blood. You will not go to Gravlorn, and that is the end of the discussion.”

  Kherin stared, speechless. That simple? His father said no and that was the end of it? Anger boiled in his stomach, and the urge to throw something was hard to resist. But instead he stepped back, and then turned in disgust to leave the workroom, not bothering to voice any kind of parting address. He stopped as his father spoke again.

  “And, Kherin, the stableboys are paid to tend to their duties. I will not pay those who cannot fulfill those duties, even if it is because their prince keeps them from their sleep. I suggest you remember that before you take another to your bed.”

  Kherin whirled. Take another…? Six Defenders dead and his father picked now to harp about his bed partners? Yes, Tristan had been to his chambers the previous evening, but no, Tristan had not spent the night there. Tristan had returned to the stables while the night was still early, as he always did.

  “What—?”

  Kellian slowly resumed his seat. “Tristan has been dismissed.”

  Kherin stood rooted. “You dismissed him?”

  “I warned you what would come if you continued to act irresponsibly, but you chose to ignore that warning. Now it is done.” Parchment scratched against skin as he retrieved the sheet he had been reading.

  “You had no right to do that!” Kherin hissed, stepping forward once again, hands clenched. “What I do is my own concern! You can’t—!”

  “I can, and I will, and I have!” Kellian bellowed, crumpling the sheet as he leaned forward to speak. “The permissions granted by the royalty of your blood will not be used to bring shame on this house, and I will not allow your promiscuity to blacken the honor of our family name.” Their gazes remained locked as the king slowly sat back. “You give no care to who fills your bed, and you see your actions as affecting no one other than yourself. It is far past time you learned differently.”

  “Learn differently?” Kherin repeated angrily. “You dismiss Tristan, then deny my going to Gravlorn for nothing more than… what? Punishment? Tristan wasn’t at fault!”

  “No, you were at fault! The stableboy merely paid for your error. It is a lesson you would do well to heed.” The king drew a breath, coldly and calmly. “I am your king, as well as your father, and you will obey me. You will choose your partners more wisely, and you will remain in Delfore. Is that clear?”

  Kherin stared at the abruptness of the dismissal, but was unable to move. His mother watched him from her portrait on the wall between the windows, her expression now weary, one of patient tolerance, something that had not been passed to her youngest son. Kherin drew one breath before speaking.

  “My duty is at Gravlorn, and as a Defender of this kingdom, I am bound to fulfill that duty,” he managed at last, his voice low and steady, his hands clenching and unclenching at his side. “I am requesting your permission to travel to Gravlorn, though I will travel without it if need be.”

  Dark eyes locked with his. “You will do no such thing.”

  “Dismissing Tristan was unnecessary, and it was wrong,” Kherin continued as if he hadn’t heard, his voice emotionless and even. “Your anger is with me, and it should have been handled with me. You made a mistake, though I know you will do nothing to remedy it.”

  “Kherin….” Low and warning, the king stiffening his posture again.

  “We have long passed the point where you can send me to my chambers or forbid my leaving the castle walls, Father,” Kherin finished bitterly. “I am a prince of Llarien—”

  “A second prince, and one not beyond the rules of your status.”

  “A second prince, who by honor and duty is bound to defend this kingdom, which I neither now nor ever will hold claim over. You wish me to act responsibly, yet you deny my going to the border despite it being my duty to do so, and you dismiss a member of your own staff for no other reason than he shared my bed.”

  “And I will strip you of every privilege you hold as prince if that is the means to ending the impudence you claim as your birthright—”

  Kherin snarled, cutting the words off with a sound loud and feral as he swung from his father’s gaze. His stride was furious as he shoved himself into the hall, the door to the workroom slamming loudly behind him. The stares of the servants, silent, wary, and fearful, followed him as he bore down the stairs—the front stairs—and others bustled out of the way as he burst through the castle’s entrance and into the courtyard. Others watched as he crossed the paved square, and the guards at the courtyard gate had no chance to salute as he strode past. The cobbled street leading to the city proper soon became the victim of his punishing steps.

  The land between the castle and the city was given to a wide avenue overlooking gently rolling, treeless hills. The practice of allowing no houses or shops to be built on those hills kept the castle separate from the city itself, and the lack of trees or shrubs prevented any shelter to harbor thieves or assassins who would dare to climb the castle walls. The way to the city was easy, and Kherin had covered nearly half the distance before his steps slowed to something resembling a normal walk. His boiling temper kept him from feeling the chill of the oncoming evening for the moment, though the fact that he had brought no cloak would be something he would probably regret later. The cooling air promised it would be a frigid night, and his return to the castle would undoubtedly be a long and cold one.

  But by then he would be too drunk to care.

  He hoped.

  ADRIEN wrenched into awareness at the first tingle of fire between his shoulders, and he felt the pressure bloom in his skull and grow rapidly stronger.

  The day had mostly gone, and the shadows stretched long in the sickroom. He was alone. The healer was not due to return until full evening.

  The fire on his back quickly turned searing, as if the slice across his flesh was cutting anew. He twisted against pain, and his vision turned bloody as flames spread through his body, seizing his heart and filling his lungs.

  He gasped against a scream, then lost all thought as the pain became consuming.

  The seizure closed its grip.

  Chapter 2

  RAUCOUS laughter cut through the heavy atmosphere of the common room, the sudden loudness carrying easily to the isolated table set far from the center, occupied solely by the youngest prince of Llarien. His alcohol-dulled senses nevertheless had no trouble picking out the group of men responsible for the noise. They were the ones seated closest to the blazing hearth, separated from the prince by nearly the length of the room, and far enough into their cups to accept the exaggerated price of the tavern whores who clustered
around their tables.

  Two such whores—one male and one female—had already approached Kherin to ply their trade, though the viciousness of his rebuffs had sent them quickly away, and no doubt with slurs against his manhood as well as rumors of an empty purse. None had approached since, but Kherin had swallowed more than enough of the cheap ale they served here to push him far beyond caring. So much, in fact, that his mood was turning dangerously close to hostile. A scowl twisted his features as he raised his mug again.

  It was his third night spent inhabiting the taverns of Delfore, though his first night spent here, with his days spent nursing the hangovers that followed the nights he spent drinking and whoring—thus achieving two out of three of the accusations his father had spent years throwing at his feet. He had not spoken a word to his father since their confrontation three days ago, nor had he invited anyone inside the castle to share his bed since Tristan’s dismissal. There was no longer a question of what would happen if he did, and it wasn’t fair to put anyone in the position of choosing between their prince and their employment.

  It wasn’t fair to demand he be chaste and proper to suit the grand reputation his father insisted on courting either, and so he had simply and stubbornly moved his attempts at gratification to the rented rooms of the city’s inns. He may have only vague memories of the debauchery he had engaged in inside the cheapest inns in the city, but at least he had not yet been reduced to paying his companions for his pleasure. Not on the streets of the city, and certainly not in the common room of the Dancing Mouse. His status as prince had at last proved good for something. Another round of laughter brought a hissed curse to Kherin’s lips, though he drowned it in another swallow of the bitter ale.

  The Dancing Mouse was one of the most disreputable taverns in Delfore, if not the most disreputable. It was cheap and dirty and dangerous for the unwary, and Kherin usually avoided it. But it suited his mood tonight. He had all but driven the previous customers from this table when he had arrived, and though the men who had occupied it had done their share of drinking, most of the mugs on the table were his. He sneered as his gaze swept the room.